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STARTING OVER ON MY WEIGHT LOSS

Nothing has been effective I presume because of the injury to my leg which has made exercise difficult and the weight I've gained is extremely heavy plus my age. There are lots of things going on. I've found a new Diet I believe which will work perfectly. Please follow me on the New blog. I will update this one periodically but I've started a new method which you will find most interesting. http://torivosshcg.blogspot.com/

Urantia Paper 5

Paper 5 

5:1.10  The Father is not in spiritual hiding, but so many of his creatures have hidden themselves away in the mists of their own willful decisions and for the time being have separated themselves from the communion of his spirit and the spirit of his Son by the choosing of their own perverse ways and by the indulgence of the self-assertiveness of their intolerant minds and unspiritual natures.

5:1.11  Mortal man may draw near God and may repeatedly forsake the divine will so long as the power of choice remains. Man’s final doom is not sealed until he has lost the power to choose the Father’s will. There is never a closure of the Father’s heart to the need and the petition of his children. Only do his offspring close their hearts forever to the Father’s drawing power when they finally and forever lose the desire to do his divine will – to know him and to be like him. Likewise is man’s eternal destiny assured when Adjuster fusion proclaims to the universe that such an ascender has made the final and irrevocable choice to live the Father’s will.

The Urantia Secret

One of the best books to read!!!! This is a visual video it's beautiful!

http://youtu.be/bbYGcGhMH4Y

SEEK AND YOU SHALL FIND!

As I search for understanding about the Divine Presence I ask for his guidance to help me find what it is I should know and understand. In my search I’ve come across so much knowledge and information due to the access of the internet. I’m so grateful for this technology and all that has been placed at fingertips. In my search for knowledge and wisdom, I’ve come across the most valuable information on various different bibles. While in college I took a course on all the religions of the world. Even as a child, I was always interested in the old and I remember always saying I wanted to be an archealogist but life’s trials and tribulations as well as my own choices put me on a different path. But never did I give up my search for truth and knowledge. There are periods during each year where all I can do and think about is further knowledge. During that time of year, I do nothing but read and research various languages, biblical prophecies, and various beliefs. As Jesus said, “Ask and is given unto you, seek and you shall find, knock and it shall be opened unto you.” After all my searching and digging I’ve come across one of the most intriguing book, THE URANTIA- I love this book. You will have to read and re-read this powerful book. I believe God lead me in this direction and although I’ve always searched and searched but certain things come to us only when we are ready to receive the information. If you are not ready, it doesn’t matter how much and how long you search the information will be staring you right in your face and yet you will miss the information. I believe the presence of GOD lead me to this book. You see, now is the time of the year I begin to search and learn more. Yesterday, as I was searching and researching some things I said silently said to myself “Divine Presence of God where are you leading me? What is it you wish for me to see? Lead me in the direction you want me to go. “ then, later yesterday for some reason, I had forgotten about my search of certain old texts I meant to look into last year, but my mind and life situations lead me to forget about this list. Last year I wrote all the ancients biblical text names I was interested in reading. My goal was to read every last one of them. The list I wrote out is below. Prior to writing out this list I had already read the following books: The Torah, Koran, The Bible Code, Book of the Bee, The 12 Powers of Man, The 7th,8th, and 9th book of Moses, The Power of the Psalms, and The Apocrypha, The Power of Now, A New Earth, The Abundance Book, Yoga Sutras, Karma, 101 way to Happiness, Energy Tapping Solution, Yoga Sutras, The Feng Shui Woman, EFT Tapping for Abundance, Feng Shui and Money, Eat to Live, Living in the Moment, Spiritual Wealth Management, The Lost Sutras of Jesus, Codependence: The Dance of Wounded Souls, Being Happy, The 30 Day Attraction Experiment, The Secret, Harnessing the Magic of the Universe, The Power, The Shadow, Manifesting: The Secret behind the Law of Attraction, Total Chi-Fitness, 18 Rules of Happiness, Clutter free, Anger Management:21 Ways to Go From Mad to Glad And Find Peace In Your Life, Yoga for Emotional Balance, Raise Your Self Worth, Yoga Laffs, The Happiness Project, The Money Prayer Secret, Meta health-Decoding your body’s intelligence, One Good Deed A Day, The Gateless Gate: 49 Zen Koans, Daily Purification, Practical lessons in Yoga, The Zen Book, 5 min Chi Boost, Matrix Reimprinting, Attract Abundance Now with EFT, EFT for Highly Sensitive Temperaments, Using EFT to Release Anger, Heal Pain, Reduce Weight, Attract Abundance, Chakra Clearing, Energy EFT, The Essence of Reki, Instant Happy, Reprogram Your Subconscious, Living from the Heart, Jesus and the Secret, Thoughts are Things, Creative Flow-dreaming. Last year, a neighbor of mine was evicted and all their things were thrown out. Where I lived at the time, everyone was poor all around, so they began to go through all my neighbor belongings after 24 hours. They were out there like they were in a garage sale. All of it took place right outside my window. Since, I worked nights I could barely sleep, when I stepped outdoors people had chairs and were laughing, drinking, and enjoying themselves as they went through all my neighbors’ belongings. These people had so much stuff people wondered, how on Earth it they had everything in only a two bedroom apartment. It filled one end of the breezeway to the other end of an extremely large breeze way. I finally stepped out and asked them could they keep the noise down. It started at 6:00 am it continued until 2pm. By the time I finally awoke for the day stuff was everywhere, I began to walk around and noticed they missed the most valuable item of all, which only an intellectual person would have noticed such a thing. Soon as I stepped out, I saw two large binders they were well taken care of and beautiful colors. I knew immediately, those books were worth a lot of money and were precious in knowledge. There were other powerful books, so I began gathering up the books, which were the most valuable things laying on the ground. All the books were un-touched, people walked and passed up all these rare books. They were all in excellent condition considering the outcome. The first book which was in two large binders actually turned out to be one very huge book. I looked it up and found the book could never be purchased again. The total cost of the book was $1200. So since, they are no longer sold they are worth even more. It was the rare volume of- MIND, BODY AND SPIRIT. This book contains everything you need to know from astrology, numerology, tarot, Feng-Shui, Herbs, Crystals, Friendship, The Spirits, Massage, Spiritual Health, and a whole lot more. Suddenly, at my fingertips I was holding one of the most powerful books that could ever be put together. I believed God lead my Direction. There were many other books I picked up from the ground and later that evening I researched to find the value of all the books I found that day. The total was well worth over $3000.00 if I sold them. Again, my search had begun again towards knowledge and wisdom. There was one book I knew of but had not included it on my list for some reason. This year the book popped up in my head and I dismissed it and as I learned I could listen to audio books on You Tube I started searching around the name of the book surfaced twice in two days. Finally, something said wait look up this book, why are you not stopping to look into this book? The name of the book is The Urantia what a beautiful word. I knew nothing about this book but I knew I saw it before and meant to take a look at this book but became preoccupied. I knew of this book at 3 years earlier but it was not time for me to take a look. The year is now 2013.Finally after all my searching this one book may contain all that I’m searching for and fulfill my desire. I believed God has answered my prayers and has set me on this path. Unlike my other books, I can’t seem to find much about how it was written, but then again isn’t that the way most of our biblical books have been put together? You can never find the author of such books. The book is free and available on the internet in E-book, PDF, Audio, etc. You can go to the website www.urantia.org this knowledge must be shared to all those who wish to know the truth of the Divine Presence and of themselves. Here is the list of Books I wrote up to read some I've already read. The Vulgate The Kolbrin I Ching The Book of Wonder Adapa and the food of Life Agamemnon Alawite Book, The Alcestis Amazons, The Ancient Egyptian Legends Andromache Angel of the Prairies, A Dream of the Future, The Arcana Coelestia Astro-Diagnosis, A Guide to Healing Babylonian Legends of Creation, The Book of Earths, The Book of Enoch the Prophet, The Book of Enoch, The Book of Knowledge Book of Tea, The Book of Were-Wolves, The Book of the Bee, The Book of the Cave of Treasures, The Book of the Damned Burden of Isis, The Calls of Enoch, The Chinook Texts Cloud of Unknowing, The Code of Hammurabi The Code of the Illuminati Complete Sayings of Jesus, The Consciousness of the Atom, The Cosmic Consciousness Dæmonology Dawn Breakers, The Dawn of a New Day, The Dawn of the World, The Descent of Man, The Dracula Earths in the Universe Egyptian Book of the Dead, The Egyptian Heaven and Hell Vol II: The Book of Gates, The Egyptian Heaven and Hell Vol III: The Egyptian Heaven and Hell, The Egyptian Heaven and Hell Vol. I: The Book of the Am-Tuat, The Egyptian Heaven and Hell, The Egyptian Magic Egyptian Myth and Legend Egyptian Mythology and Egyptian Christianity Etruscan Roman Remains in Popular Tradition Evil Eye, The Evolution of the Dragon, The Feng Shui Forgotten Books of Eden The Garden of Eden; or The Paradise Lost & Found, The Gardnerian Book of Shadows The Imitation of Christ In Days To Come Introduction to Astrology Isis Unveiled Jesus An Essene Kebra Nagast, The Koryak Texts Last of the Voudoos Laws of Manu, The Message of the Stars Miracle in Stone: or The Great Pyramid of Egypt, Origin of Species Path on the Rainbow, The Peace Planet Mars and its Inhabitants, The Prolegomena to Any Future Metaphysics The Promised Key Pythagoras and the Delphic Mysteries Sack of Ilium (fragments), The Sacred Books and Early Literature of the East, Vol. IV: Medieval Hebrew, The Sacred Books of the East, Volume 16 Sacred Books of the East, Volume 27 Sacred Books of the East, Volume 28 Sacred Books of the East, Volume 3 Sacred Fire, The Sacred Formulas of the Cherokee Sacred Symbols of Mu, The Sacred Texts Timeline Science of Breath, The Secrets of the Self, The Seeming Unreality of the Spiritual Life The Seven Against Thebes The Seven Evil Spirits The Seven Tablets of Creation The Six Keys of Eudoxus The Six Universal Substances (Dravyas) Sixth Book of Moses The Talmud Time and the Gods Timeline: Origin of Major Religions Trachiniae The Tribes of the Thirty-Fifth Parallel, The Twofold Use of the Law & Gospel: "Letter" & "Spirit", The Udâna, The Unknown Life of Jesus Christ The Unveiling a Parallel Utopia Vampire Codex The Vampire Ritual Book, The Vampire, his Kith and Kin, The Vampyre, The Wisdom of the Egyptians The Woman and the New Race World's Sixteen Crucified Saviors, The Yang Chu's Garden of Pleasure Yoga Lessons for Developing Spiritual Consciousness Yoga Sutras of Patanjali, The Yoga Vashisht or Heaven Found Zetetic Astronomy: Earth Not a Globe

Everything outside of us is a reflection of what is within-Dances of Wounded Souls

Everything outside of us is a reflection of what is within. My being overweight and obese is a reflection of what is on the inside of me. Pain,hurt, fear of so much. That I hurt myself. Trying to prevent what occurred in the past from happening again. Truth is I've done as much as I could do to see that it didnt happen again being hungry without food. That is why I overeat, I'm telling myself I'm saving food for when and if I get hungry again. I have to let it go. 

Within You

      Be an individual be your own person. Trust the heavenly divine that dwells in you. For yours is the kingdom of heaven and that is within you. God has provided all that you need in this life.  Seek no help from others for they can't make you happy, fulfill your desires, your needs. Your wanting, seeking, and addictions are false. Seek that which is within you. Do not deny yourself rather, love, accept and forgive yourself. The most critical person to you is you. The voice that is within you is false And feeds on your emotions it fights to stay alive. Be alive open up to the presence of God. Open yourself to hear his voice, feel his presence, know your divine self. Seek your true being within yourself. 

          God created you as a very abundant person. You were not created to be deprived of anything. You were created to thrive, succeed, and achieve. That is why man is the only species who has the power of thought and reasoning. God has never left man it is man who left God. For his presence is within us all. But we neglect to feel his divine presence. Instead we allow ourselves to be consumed with the mind and all of its negativity. It drives us, it guides us, and controls us.

     This is the very essence  of silence and mediation and why it is practiced, so that you may stop the noise, the voice that is within your mind. Can you sit quietly and no thought goes through your mind? Try it! I challenge you to do so. Sit quietly and have no thought not one single thought only silence. How long can you sit in silence? When you sit and think what are your thoughts? This is called being the watcher. Do not judge nor criticize just sit and listen to all the thoughts in your mind. Write them down keep a journal. Then look over what your mind had to say? Are these things true? Are these Godly thoughts? Positive thoughts? Write how you felt when u had these thoughts? Do you frown, is there tightness in your body? Does your mood change? If so, is it uplifting or do you become depressed? Start recognizing when and how you are being manipulated. Be not deceived! For thine is the kingdom, the power, and the glory forever within you.